Sometimes life can go faster than you may think. One day, you are complaining that you are too young to do anything, and the next you realize that there were many things that you wished you could've done in your life. This past week I've heard several people comment on how the years fly by and it struck me that the exact same feeling will once probably hit me too. I'm scared because I don't want life to go too fast, yet at the same time, I have so much that I want to do in my life and sometimes I just want to do it NOW. But I have to sit back and take/enjoy one day at a time.
Another thought that comes to my mind often is that I have no idea how long I have on this earth. The other day I was walking on the sidewalk and saw a guy taking a picture with his camera phone. As I walked past I wondered what it was that he was so intrigued by when another guy stopped and asked. I looked and saw he was taking a picture of a baby bird that was near the tree stump. We talked about how cute it was and how the mom probably shoved him out of the nest. An hour later, I walked by the same tree, only this time it was pouring rain. To my dismay, I walked by the tree and saw the bird beak-first in a rain puddle. I couldn't believe it! It was JUST alive about an hour ago..it happened so quick. Isn't this the same thing we all ask ourselves when someone close to us dies? We all know death is coming, yet it suprises us when it happens to someone we know. I want to live my life as if my death is around the corner. What do I mean by that? Well, I have a relationship with the Lord but I know it can be a lot stronger than it is right now. I want to be close to Him and be a witness to other people who may not know him.
And all of this came from that little dead bird by the tree stump.